Stick Out!

While having a feelings of being too dull and grey-ish, a light bulb appeared over my head. Yes that one we used to see a lot in cartoons, whenever an idea pops up. So okay an idea got into my mind that suggested why don't I start writing whatever comes to my mind without making much sense. Well, we are too immune to do that, doing a lot of things mechanically or without even thinking what we are doing. I thought maybe out of rubbish and sense-less thoughts, something would make sense. You never know it could be next big thing to write off rubbish, or it is already? Why are we so robotic in our actions and obligations. Even knowing the reality of our life, why we just deliberately waste it, in useless thoughts (don't point at my post when you read useless), stressful activities, harmful food, lazy habits, destructive behaviors and mournful attitude? No doubt we are in a rat race somehow, where even we don't know what is the real success. We have friends for benefits, yes I didn't mean emotionally here. We have relatives who don't want to get close or involved because they have got too much of their own to handle, and too many strangers they need to get acquainted too. We don't have time to enjoy little things. We don't have time to get to know our true obligations. We just need to get attention, get noticed, and hence we are just far too off to understand someone's true feelings. Without even realizing we have fall into a prey, and God knows where we are heading? It's too dark outside, we need to find the light within.

A year without post

Normally I would think of a dramatic, crispy start that would be analogous with the title but no, it made me sad while deciding the title for this post. Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and a year marks its departure. Time has been ruthless, or I have been ruthless with time. I guess the battle got tough and we both gave each other a hard time. I don't want to think where I have been or what made a long pause. I do know I had been longing to get back to life. Get back to where my soul attracts me, it has been through a lot. But since everything is over, it demands more. Demands the actions over which some decisions were made. Those decisions demand action. Time is running like crazy and its speed has increased a lot. ruthless than never before but who got control to stop it. No one! I didn't realize that a whole year has passed and I didn't publish a single post. I guess now it's the right time to start over again :) And make this year full of posts.. whoops this year is almost ending as well :D 

Someone unauthorized, performed the ritual.

Being too bored or too busy could make you do things you never would do in the 'normal' circumstances. A normal human being could be bored or busy but not both at the same time, but well I can be. So this happened in the evening. While doing a clean sweep of my room I had a strong urge of  drinking tea ( highly unusual ). In normal circumstances, at this hour whether I would be at work or someone at home would be present to fulfil my royal demands. This does not happen today, my brain being too rebellious with me automatically instructed my body to take me to kitchen, put the tea pan on stove and wait for the water to boil. And I was actually standing and checking the water every 30 seconds. I don't remember the count of lifting the pan's lid up and down, but alas the water was boiled. What I never did before; I served the tea not only to myself but to the whole family. I found my sister almost fainting to know the fact it was me who performed this ritual family today. All in all, the tea was good, well for me at least :D

C'mon! It's ok!

Woah! 9:47 A.M on the dial and I am still enjoying the luxury of a cosy bed. Nothing beats the guilt feelings of not completing your studies' work than sleep. Interestingly, I was going through the boring news feed of overemotional facebook filled with people of paper feelings that I decided to visit my own wall. I was surprised to see the joker in me through all the posts from my past, specially from period I thought I was over worked but was still enjoying my life at fullest.
What surprised me was the bond I shared with people through all the status updates. The saddening part is neither I nor the people who shared the bond have any memory of that time. Unless I have a dedicated stalker in my friends' list. The memories we share by spending time together can never be like the virtual memories. As being virtual they are pure volatile.
I feel I just had a morning walk down the digital memory lane.

Where have you been!

While munching fries and having no one to talk to, well, I mean someone existing physically around whom I can talk to, I found google play to my rescue. What's so special about this post is just I got another platform to access my deprived of posts' blog.

I think the blogger app is vital for lazy bloggers (include me in the list, I am seasonal lazier blogger). Well for me, it needs to send me a reminder every now and then so I stop taking it for granted. Haa! All this time where have you been!

Ear pain and the darkness

Here I am again as usual with different story to tell. Well, most of the time I feel I am talking to myself and telling stories to myself but I wouldn't care much because someone might just stumble upon and read. Anyway, what has bought me here today? Any guesses? (Yeah of course anyone could suspect the ear pain). So, I have ear pain that has been playing with me for quite few days now. Sometimes I blame the skype calls, sometimes the mere earphones when I see them sitting idle and sometimes the water. Yes the water.. because I like to play with it even if I put it into my ears :p

If you have got bored already let me just get to the point. While I was just ignoring the pain and taking it very lightly, a scary thought stuck in my mind. How every organ of our body religiously works and we  don't care until something bad happens. We really forgot to thank the blessings that we have. Imagine a person standing in front of you saying something to you and you cannot hear how would that feel? We have endless blessings so we should not even think of dumping them into the darkness. We might regret and that's the worst feeling.

P.S. Playing with water while you put into your ears is not recommended so don't even try because this act is performed by professionals :p Another P.S Don't be proud of anything.. 

Useless post!

What a horrible two hours nap I got in the afternoon! I remembered boosting this morning to my friends; I am never sleepy I never sleep blah blah blah but I couldn't resist sleeping this afternoon. What's disturbing for me is the so unwanted dream that I saw. Like, what on earth my virtual clients were doing in my dreams. I saw I got emails from my dear clients addressing me with 'Madam' and complaining me about ruining their stuff. As soon as I came into the world again all I was doing was the prayer... God please make it unreal please, I really had a sleep after a long time. Well, it turns out my mind played some dirty trick on me or it was the consequence of the boosting that I had to bear? Anyway, never mind, happens especially with me when I am so occupied with different stuffs.

I have to prepare for an unwanted exam for which I am thinking to rent-a-brain. And that's the reason I am here, trying to do all the unusual things that could just make me forget I have got an exam. Hence, the purpose  of this post is utterly useless.